Wednesday, February 18, 2009

To Dream Or Not To Dream?

Why don't I dream of you? I want to. I think? What does it mean that my subconscious won't let me see you in my dreams? Why won't you visit me? I want so badly to see you. To have a glimpse of what life would be like with you here. Or will that destroy me? Maybe I don't want to dream of you. I feel like I should though. I should be dreaming of you. So why aren't I? Where are you?

5 comments:

Monique said...

It's all so hard. Wishing you gentler moments ahead

Dani819 said...

I don't dream about my son, either, and I so wish I did. You'll be surprised though, I think, at how often you get those glimpses in unexpected places.

stina978 said...

If it's any consolation... I have not dreamed of my little girl yet (that I know of) either. I sometimes long for a dream too, but then think that maybe you're right, I wouldn't be able to handle it... I don't know. I am praying for peace for you, dear cyster

Barbara said...

I don't dream about George either. I think it's because he is such a presence in my waking life that I don't need to dream about him.

I would like to though. Yes.

xxx

Bluebird said...

I think I'm glad I don't dreak of our babies. . . I'd never want to wake up.

Wishing you whatever brings you peace, sweet girl.